soon

just six days left until i leave sweden

i never needed you

i never needed you to be strong i never needed you for pointing out my wrongs i never needed pain my love for you was stong enough you should have known i never needed you for judgement i never needed you to question what i did i never asked for help i took care of my self i dont know why you think you got a hold of me i never needed your corrections on everything from how i act to what i say i never needed words i never needed hurt i never needed you to be there everyday im sorry for the way i let go of everything i wanted when you came along and with just a simple conversation i let you know whats on my mind and there isnt anything you can say so look at me and lissen cuz i dont want to stay another minute i dont want you to say a single word there is no other way i get the final say i dont want to do this any longer there is nothing left to say i have alreddy spoken our love is broken

why

is it me ? am i the reason people always leave ? maybe im just destined to be alone ...

special msg mother janam

i want to whisper in your ear words that only you can hear that everything will be okay when day becomes night so take one more step to your next adventure i will be right here by your side the whole time so dont worry i got you

b-day

today is my birthday but i guess no one rememberd cuz i havent got any calls , congratulations or cards . i think this is the first year when everyone has forgott it , its always someone that dont remember this stuff but everyone ? thats just to much . well i guess people have more inportent thinks going on in there lifes so happy b-day to me