long nights

as the night slowly moves in over the city and the people are long in to there sleep there is one girl unable to sleep , she sits alone in the closet . nobody knows the dark secret shes carring . her head is rapt up in lies and her heart is broken in a million pices just like broken glas . she is carring a burden thats to big for her shoulders to carry . she is far away from perfect , and its about to get worse as her secret is close to reveal it self . so she sits in the closet when everyone is asleep to figure out the answer of her darkest secret thats yet to come , and she knows its only a matter of time until everyone knows ... her eyes are closed , her lips are moving . slowly she wispers out to the quiet night : hell is going to break loose ... all her loved and close ones are in there deepest sleep , not knowing what the girl in the closet is hiding . a tear moves down her cheek as she is thinks about the people that she is going to hurt , all these hearts she is going to break ... its a hard thing keeping a secret like that . its hard to live in the shadow of a secret ... she has stoped going to bed , its the only thing keeping her save cuz if she closes her eyes the chances of opening them in the morning are one in a million . besides how could she ever go to sleep at night with that pain in her body and waken up knowing that today might be the day everyone will know ... as the morning comes along and people are starting to wake up there is one girl sitting in a closet . she is prepering her self for the following day , she gets her act together . she gets up on her feet and puts her hand on the handel but before she opens the door and face the eyes of her loved ones she closes her eyes and yet again her lips are moving but this time she only wispers two words : forgive me ...

wish i had the power to

take the pain away