the fire in my eyes

you see the fire in my eyes
you think i burn for life ,
but you dont know my fire
burns for death .
a death thats soon to come .
i know its close i can feel it .
when the wind passes by and
my body shudder with fear i can feel it .
fear of not knowing whats get to come .
but as the fire in my eyes continue to burn
all i can do is just wait , wait for whats yet to come .

when i ...

when i think , breath , eat and sleep the imprint of your love

engulfs me . when i cry , mourn , complain and worry the

image of your smile heals me . when i fail , error and lose

the tuch of your kiss strengthens me . when i see , feel , hope

and disire the memorie of you drives me .

when i need thirst and hunger the fuel of your love feeds me .

when i smile , laught and sing your love is the reason .

i wished it could stay like this forever but i know thats not true ,

beacuse soon or later i have to open my eyes and meet reality ...

you dont know me

you see me every day
you talk to me every day
but you dont know me
you think you know
everything about me
you think i tell you everything
but you dont know
what goes on in my head
you think im happy
but you dont know
inside im screaming
so dont for a second think
that you know me
because no one really knows me
im a question mark
for everyone

tears of blood

as my tears turn to blood
and my world never existed

i go to a place of silence

where no one can help me

only the gifts of almighty

can bring me back

who really care what i become

as the sun rises and sets

the pain in my chest becomes a virus

a virus that cant be stoped

and leads me to a slowly and painful death

so as my tears turn to blood

i close my eyes and say one last pray

and before anyone knows im gone just like that

loneliness

i live in this world where i have to see people every day ,

i see them on my way to school , in school and after school .

i see people on my way to work , at work and after work .

and when i get home i see people . im surrounded by people

every where i go and yet i feel soo alone . and thats the hardest

part because we all wanna be alone sometimes , we all go too our room and close the door at some point . but what happends if

you cant choose that ? what happends if your alone againt your

will ? thats me , im surrounded by people every where i go but in

my heart im all alone . i didnt choose that , it just happend .

destiny ? i dont know , but what i do know is that i dont wanna be

alone any more and i dont wanna feel like this . im a prisoner

thats been keept in a dark prison cell of loneliness , dying to

break free ...

this life is moving to fast

feels like this life is moving to fast and im just
standing still , i can feel the wind pass by and
so my hole life passes by with the wind , and just
like that everything is gone . everything that i have ever struggle for is gone and there is nothing i can do about is . beacuse its already too late and left is just a spark of what used to me .
last year i lost my way , this year i lost my self .